Jamie Michael Wheeler

YOU BELONG WITH ME.....

EVERY DAY GETS EVEN HARDER TO BARE
WHEN I LOOK AROUND AND YOU ARE NOT THERE
WHO SAID THAT IN TIME IT GETS EASY IT IS SUCH A LIE
THEY COULD NOT HAVE KNOWN WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE A CHILD DIE

I TRY TO LIVE ON THE MEMORIES THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND
FOR ME TO KEEP
SOME NIGHTS IT IS LIKE I AM GOING OUT OF MY MIND I CANNOT SLEEP
I AM SO TIRED OF HAVING TO PRETEND THAT ALL IS WELL
WHEN I AM STILL LIVING THIS NIGHMARE IT A LIVING HELL

JUST WHEN I THINK THAT NOTHING CAN HURT ME AGAIN
I REMEMBER JUST WHAT IT IS LIKE LIVING WITH THE PAIN
NEVER FOR A MOMENT WOULD I HAVE THOUGHT LIFE COULD GET SO BAD
I CANNOT GO ON EXPLAINING TO OTHERS WHY I FEEL SO SAD

IT IS SOME THING THAT HURTS SO DEEP INSIDE MY BROKEN HEART
NEVER REALLY UNDERSTANDING WHY WE HAVE TO BE APART
THE TEARS ARE ENDLESS THOSE I CANNOT SOME DAYS IT IS SO BAD I CANNOT SEE
I JUST WISH SO MUCH THAT YOU WERE STILL HERE BECAUSE YOU BELONG WITH ME......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 21/11/09

Broken Hearted Mum (Friend) Yesterday evening

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I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes & pictures that are left on Christopher's website they are all very much appreciated.


Tributes For Week Starting 23rd November



FOR MONDAY



The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.


FOR TUESDAY


Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.


FOR WEDNESDAY


A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.


FOR THURSDAY


Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.



FOR FRIDAY


The Watcher

They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.

And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.

Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.

Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.



FOR SATURDAY


As We Look Back


As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?

For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems

And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?

We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things

Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.



FOR SUNDAY


To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me


When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years

I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I traveled on alone

So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memoriss in your heart

I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear

Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"


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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) Yesterday evening

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I LOOK AROUND AND I SEE SO MANY BROKEN HEARTS THAT WILL NEVER HEAL
I TRY TO IMAGINE HOW EACH PERSON WILL FEEL
I WRITE WORDS FILLED WITH SO MUCH LOVE
THEY ARE ALWAYS SENT TO OUR ANGELS RESTING IN HEAVEN ABOVE

I KNOW THAT WE ARE ALL FEELING THE PAIN SO BAD
WE ALL WANT THE FAMILY BACK THAT WE HAD
CHRISTMAS IS COMING WE SEEM TO FEEL THE PAIN SO MUCH MORE
ALL WE WANT IS TO SHARE THE TIMES LIKE WE DID BEFOR

WE CAN ONLY IMGAINE THAT YOU ARE ALL TOGETHER IN THE GARDEN OF LOVE
RIGHT NOW WE ALL NEED OUR ANGELS TO SEND KISSES FROM HIGH ABOVE
ALLOW US TO FEEL THEM FLOATING RIGHT BY
FROM EACH AND EVERY ANGEL RESTING IN THE SKY

WE ALL NEED TO KNOW THAT OUR ANGELS ARE STILL AROUND
MAYBE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SEND A FEW PURE WHITE FEATHERS FOR US TO FIND ON THE GROUND
HELP US ALL THOUGH THE HARD TIMES THAT ARE LAYING AHEAD
EACH ONE OF OUR ANGELS LIVES ON IN OUR HEARTS AND IN OUR HEARTS THEY ARE NOT DEAD

WHILE EVER OUR HEARTS ARE BEATING THEY WILL BE PART OF OUR LIVES THEY ALWAYS WILL
EVEN WHEN WE ARE GOING THOUGH SUCH A HORRIBLE TIME AND IT FEELS LIKE OUR LIFES ARE STOOD SO STILL

OUR ANGELS WILL BE WITH US AND THEY WILL HELP TO GUIDE US EVERY DAY
THEY WILL ALL BE LISTENING IN HEAVEN TO THE WORDS THAT WE HAVE TO SAY
THIS TIME OF YEAR GETS HARDER HAS EACH DAY GOES ON BY
OUR ANGELS DO NOT LIKE TO SEE US WHEN WE BREAK DOWN AND CRY

THE SPIRIT OF EACH AND EVERY ANGEL LIVES ON FOREVER MORE
UNTIL IT IS OUR TIME TO JOIN THEM THEY WILL WAIT FOR US AT HEAVENS DOOR
THEY CAN READ DEEP INSIDE EACH AND EVERY BROKEN HEART THEY LEFT BEHIND RIGHT HERE
MAYBE IF WE LISTEN TO OUR HEARTS THEY WILL BE ABLE TO WHISPER IN OUR EAR......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 19/11/09

Broken Hearted Mum (Friend) Thursday afternoon

TRIBUTE FOR 19-11-09

♥*•♥ One Gift♥*•♥

One gift, above all others
God gives to us to treasure
One that knows no time, no place
And one gold cannot measure
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The precious, poignant tender gift
Of Memory...that will keep
Of dear ones ever in our hearts
Although God gives them sleep
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It brings back long remembered things
A song, a word, a smile
And the world's a better place
...because
We had them for awhile!

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TRIBUTE FOR 20-11-09
The pain we feel inside today
Is the pain we try to hide,
For no one will ever know
The tears i cry inside.

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It seems like only yesterday
The wound is still so sore.
For every hour of every day
We miss you more and more
For you are someone special
And think the world of you.

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TRIBUTE FOR 21-11-09

Missing You
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I just can't believe it
The sun still sets and rises.
The moon and stars still shine.
The flowers still bloom,
The birds still sing.
I expected a change in everything...
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I just can't believe it.
It still gets dark and light.
The ocean still has waves,
The rain still rains,
The wind still blows.
Is it because they do not know?
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I just can't believe it.
I thought the world would stop,
When in the house I found
An empty chair,
A missing smile.
I thought it would stop
For just a while.
I just can't believe it....
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TRIBUTE FOR 22-11-09

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You gave us love
And lots more,
We have so much
To thank you for,
Silent thoughts,
Memories deep,
Locked in our hearts
For ever to keep.
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I wish you all a very peaceful weekend my friend
With love as always Linda.xxx

Linda Hutt (Friend) Thursday morning

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Tributes For Week Starting 16th November


FOR MONDAY

Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts you’re always there.

FOR TUESDAY

I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.

FOR WEDNESDAY

Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.

FOR THURSDAY

Resting where no shadows fall,
In peaceful sleep he awaits us all;
God will link the broken chain,
When one by one we meet again.


FOR FRIDAY

Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home

The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain

But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace

Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.


FOR SATURDAY

Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears...

It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.

My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know..
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My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.


FOR SUNDAY

When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?

Miss me a little, but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared,
Miss me but let me go.

For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the maker's plan,
A step on the road to home.

When you are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds -
Miss me, but let me go.

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) 1 week ago

♥ `*•.� 13th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.�
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Linda Hutt (Friend) 1 week ago

`*•.� 10th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.�
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Love Shines Through
Like a shadow in the moonlight
Like the whisper of the seas
Like the echoes of a melody
Just beyond our reach
In the shadow of our sorrow
Past the whisper of goodbye
Love shines through eternity
A heartbeat from our eye
By : Catherine Turner

♥ `*•.� 11th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.�
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TIME WILL EASE THE HURT
by Bruce B. Wilmer

The sadness of the present days
Is locked and set in time,
And meaning to the future
Is a slow and painful climb.
But all the feelings that are now
So vivid and so real
Can't hold their fresh intensity
As time begins to heal.
No wound so deep will ever go
Entirely away;
Yet every hurt becomes
A little less from day to day.
Nothing can erase the painful
Imprints on your mind;
But there are softer memories
That time will let you find.
Though your heart won't let the sadness
Simply slide away,
The echoes will diminish
Even though the memories stay.
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Memories ?

Memories fill the empty space
Where you used to lie
Tears flood my eyes
As I see your face
Your smile
I hear your voice
The humour
I smile...
God Bless You Beautiful Angel
With me all the while
My memories
Take me straight to you
Bridge time and space
Uniting us forever
In an unbroken embrace

Have A Lovely Week My Friends.
With Love Always Linda.xxx

Linda Hutt (Friend) 2 weeks ago

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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November


FOR MONDAY

Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.

FOR TUESDAY

Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.

FOR WEDNESDAY

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.

FOR THURSDAY

Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.


FOR FRIDAY

Wings Of The Angels

A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.

Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.

On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.

FOR SATURDAY

If I Had One Last Day

If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied

I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay

You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"

Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"

If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart

If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.

FOR SUNDAY

Cry Not My Friend

When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around

When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure

When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me

When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay

When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew

When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again

When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight

When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) 2 weeks ago

TRIBUTE FOR THURSDAY 5.11.09
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The size of sadness
Can you measure our pain?
It reaches the stars and back again
Can you count our tears?
They are as many as winter rain
Can you weigh our emptiness?
The world and more would come to less
With no hope of sun tomorrow
That's how we see our sorrow
Add all together -The size of sadness


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TRIBUTE FOR FRIDAY 6.11.09.

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Having you not with me
Hurts more and more each day
Although I feel a closeness
In a very special way
Even as I go to sleep
Every thought is of you
And I never thought i'd miss you
In quite the way I do
So i'm hoping that these words
May some how let you know
That you're in my heart forever
And i'll always love you so
The one and only thing
That helps me with the pain
Is dreaming of the time
When I will see you once again...

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TRIBUTE FOR SATURDAY 07.1109
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My love is with you
Oh What can I say?
My heart is empty without you each and every day.
The Angel wings you wear must be so grand,
if only I could reach out and touch your hand,
maybe then we could say goodbye,
which would help dry the tears that I cry
Now I know that’s impossible for us to do,
so let’s make a deal just you and me.
When I look to the stars at night,
you look for me with all your might,
when you see me just shine real bright,
together we can send our love
and say Good Night.

I would like to wish you all a very good weekend and God Bless all our Angels and all our BRAVE HERO'S who have Lost Their Lives.
With love as always Linda.xxx

Linda Hutt (Friend) 3 weeks ago

HANDS OF HOPE

Hands Of Hope
by John Leroy Maxwell

We live in a world, where uncertainty reigns in almost everyone's life.
Everyday plans that used to be sure, are now filled with doubt and strife.
Some people go on with their lives, with an attitude hard and bold.
So many others seek comfort and hope, and need a strong hand to hold.
We're apt to wander aimlessly, when there is no one to guide.
If you see your fellow man, traveling in this world so wide.
Open your hands of compassion, and spread new seeds of pride.
So release the light of all that is good.
Let it filter thru the lands.
Let others know that what they feel, comes lovingly from Open Hands. xxx

Charlotte Chris Mallins Mum (Close Friend) 3 weeks ago